I don't know anymore. I try so hard, I push myself for things I love to do, and yet I feel I can never outrun it all. I can't get over how shitty my childhood was, I hate how there never seems to be peace at home, I hate how vulnerable I am no matter what people see me as: that strong cheerful girl. So many times I wished people see how broken up I am, how much support I need emotionally. And yet, I chose to keep all of it inside me, to smile and laugh, because I always thought everyone have their own issues and problems and I never wanted to be a burden. Every single time I thought life is getting better, shit happens. And I hate it. So sick of life.

I don't know anymore. I try so hard, I push myself for things I love to do, and yet I feel I can never outrun it all. I can't get over how shitty my childhood was, I hate how there never seems to be peace at home, I hate how vulnerable I am no matter what people see me as: that strong cheerful girl. So many times I wished people see how broken up I am, how much support I need emotionally. And yet, I chose to keep all of it inside me, to smile and laugh, because I always thought everyone have their own issues and problems and I never wanted to be a burden. Every single time I thought life is getting better, shit happens. And I hate it. So sick of life.

1. Activeness
   1. Hyper in the day
   2. Withdrawn into her own world by night
2. Choice of Company
   1. Enjoys small company of 1 ~ 2 others at each time
   2. Large groups of people messes up her emotional stability.
3. Social Skills
   1. [Outside] Loud
   2. [Outside] Occasional coarse language
   3. [Inside] Caring and meticulous about others' well-being
      
4. Enjoyment:
   1. Reading Novels
   2. Listening to Music
   3. Trying new Restaurants
   4. Spending time with cats
   
   
   

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